Dead end

Whenever you like to find some light to continue your way just remember my sad end, I just liked to pass by as a hero dies but I died a virgin who never encountered any sort of adventure. All my life was simply about playing a game called my favorite game, at the end, there was no winner. Frankly, I just wasted my time and now I’ve come to such conclusion that not everybody is supposed to be happy. My soul has given in and my mind is lost. Maybe the only thing that could help me keep going was walking into the wild and not in a manner I saw in a film but the way I like it, the way I feel the best. After all I wish you all love and peace. I knew I could not manage affairs but I needed that, yeah I needed and I just devastated myself by staying away from it, I know u should wait till u can handle a life and then live your own life but that was not the shape of my heart.
Heh, just singing the same old song, a very very old one and I’m going to learn to play an instrument I even don’t know its name and go awayyyyyyyyyy. The only way to find my lighttttt
Oh, I have to mention that I don’t believe in god and I’ve found human affairs so complex. Goodbye
If I stay alive, once I’ll laugh at this writing and that is the darkest humor of my life