۱۳۸۸ فروردین ۲۷, پنجشنبه

The Fall

Hey you, the gipsy! Play me a song; don’t make a sad one but just play girls, play. No I won’t sleep tonight and I may not ever. Yeah, let me go and keep going through the night, let me just drive my road. Don’t be foolish, I know this lousy drink wouldn’t be that strong to stop my hands shaking. Oooof, outside my window there is no reason to say stay, I knew you inside the best u just damned showed u enjoy it but I know you inside the best, hey boy, your innocence hurts me, just let me keep going on my dark distant way. Someone I am I’ve found my courage, so let me fall if I must fall, there is no earthly way to say how much I feel soft and how eager I am. Oh, do u see that glimmering light far away? Oh lord, oh lord
Hello, hello even if we said good bye again, just wanna say goodbye my love, goodbye gain. What a wicked thing to do, to let me dream of you, this world is just to break your heart. I know that’s no way to say goodbye, but it’s done and somewhere now I’m going to deal with my invincible defeat, a thousand kisses deep. Yeah, it’s a masterpiece, it is. I see, u didn’t want to make it this way and u didn’t but I’m going to follow the sun as it sets. I kept my promises and I do, forever trusting who we are and for always.

You’re a bit late darling, darling please say it right, say it all, and just let me fall

۱۳۸۸ فروردین ۱۸, سه‌شنبه

Dead end


Whenever you like to find some light to continue your way just remember my sad end, I just liked to pass by as a hero dies but I died a virgin who never encountered any sort of adventure. All my life was simply about playing a game called my favorite game, at the end, there was no winner. Frankly, I just wasted my time and now I’ve come to such conclusion that not everybody is supposed to be happy. My soul has given in and my mind is lost. Maybe the only thing that could help me keep going was walking into the wild and not in a manner I saw in a film but the way I like it, the way I feel the best. After all I wish you all love and peace. I knew I could not manage affairs but I needed that, yeah I needed and I just devastated myself by staying away from it, I know u should wait till u can handle a life and then live your own life but that was not the shape of my heart.
Heh, just singing the same old song, a very very old one and I’m going to learn to play an instrument I even don’t know its name and go awayyyyyyyyyy. The only way to find my lighttttt
Oh, I have to mention that I don’t believe in god and I’ve found human affairs so complex. Goodbye
If I stay alive, once I’ll laugh at this writing and that is the darkest humor of my life



۱۳۸۸ فروردین ۱۷, دوشنبه

مرد نیم قرن رو پشت سر گذاشته بود، نصفش به فهمیدن و نصفش به رفتن. دیگه آروم گرفته و لبخندش عمق پیدا کرده بود. از خاطره­ها می­گفت و از لحظه­ها، از آمده­ها و رفته­ها. صدای موزیک توجهش رو جلب کرده بود و همراهش زمزمه می­کرد. با نگاهش به آینده­ی نارسیده­ی من فکر می­کرد و با حضورش راه پیش روم رو معنا می­داد. می­گفت این روزا با اون روزا خیلی فرق داره اما شماها روزهایی رو می­بینید که این روزا دیگه از یادتون میره. همچنان با موزیک همراه بود و زمزمه می­کرد یه دیواره یه دیواره یه دیواره، یه دیواره که پشتش هیچی نداره .....

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